Monday, November 5
confusion
two pieces of news really cut me today.
One about one of my favourite priests.
the other about one of my best friend.
Sometimes I wonder how life would be. When people change. When you change. I guess its inevitable. But it doesn't change the fact that it is one of the hardest things in life. I hate change usually. Yet, it still comes and knocks me down. I absolutely despise it. Life is so unfair and I hate it. I really hate it.
People are hurt and we can't do anything. Confusion clouds our paths and its so hard to choose. I pity those who hurt. I pity the confused. I HATE IT SO BADLY I COULD CRY. :( I don't know what I can do but pray. I'm not good at helping. I hate seeing people upset. Don't we all? I wish that the pain they have to go through isn't there. But.. I can't do anything can I? All I can do is watch.
And then there's hypocrisy. I'm the biggest hypocrite ever born. but then, its hard not to be one. why is the right thing always the hardest thing to do? Can you forgive me if I do what's right? Will you not mock me? If my beliefs are such a contrast to yours, can you accept me? I wonder that sometimes. Why do we hurt others when we don't want to be hurt ourselves?
How amazingly shocking life can be. So much to wonder at. So much to learn about. Do you ever stop and think about the intricate weaving of a spiderweb? Or perhaps the simple nature of a seed to grow? We rush through life without appreciating the little things, the little wonders until they're all gone.
Our lives can change in a second. Believe me, its true.
One about one of my favourite priests.
the other about one of my best friend.
Sometimes I wonder how life would be. When people change. When you change. I guess its inevitable. But it doesn't change the fact that it is one of the hardest things in life. I hate change usually. Yet, it still comes and knocks me down. I absolutely despise it. Life is so unfair and I hate it. I really hate it.
People are hurt and we can't do anything. Confusion clouds our paths and its so hard to choose. I pity those who hurt. I pity the confused. I HATE IT SO BADLY I COULD CRY. :( I don't know what I can do but pray. I'm not good at helping. I hate seeing people upset. Don't we all? I wish that the pain they have to go through isn't there. But.. I can't do anything can I? All I can do is watch.
And then there's hypocrisy. I'm the biggest hypocrite ever born. but then, its hard not to be one. why is the right thing always the hardest thing to do? Can you forgive me if I do what's right? Will you not mock me? If my beliefs are such a contrast to yours, can you accept me? I wonder that sometimes. Why do we hurt others when we don't want to be hurt ourselves?
How amazingly shocking life can be. So much to wonder at. So much to learn about. Do you ever stop and think about the intricate weaving of a spiderweb? Or perhaps the simple nature of a seed to grow? We rush through life without appreciating the little things, the little wonders until they're all gone.
Our lives can change in a second. Believe me, its true.
our love lingers at 3:39:00 PM
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