Tuesday, December 4
self image
I don't know how many of you "suffer" from this but I hate myself. Do any of you go through it? I'm sure you do, its a "teenage syndrome" as my dad loves to say. I hate the way I look, the way I think, the way I talk; everything. I feel like taking an eraser and rubbing out the parts that irritate me so.
Its 12.36am and I'm still up. I should be sleeping as my routine commands me to but I'm feeling stubborn. Stubborn and willful. I feel like eating but I can't. I feel like running but I can't. I feel like shouting but I won't in fear of waking everyone up. I hate this. I'll go sulk in my room then.
Good night.
Its 12.36am and I'm still up. I should be sleeping as my routine commands me to but I'm feeling stubborn. Stubborn and willful. I feel like eating but I can't. I feel like running but I can't. I feel like shouting but I won't in fear of waking everyone up. I hate this. I'll go sulk in my room then.
Good night.
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our love lingers at 12:30:00 AM
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