Monday, November 10
:/
Father got out of jail this morning. He's with his nephew so he can rest and not be mauled by concerned parishioners (like my mom and me). I cried a lot last night and this morning. At least knowing that Justin, Malcolm and maybe, Dean cried too made me feel better.
hmm.. not really.
I'm going to miss then A WHOLE BIG LOT. Its going back to normal now. Its all ... over. :( Last night was amazing though. I'd like to thank Antonia for letting me cry my eyes out. Why? It was Melanie's death anniversary on Saturday and I remembered yesterday. Gosh what a GOOD friend I am! It was nice to have someone understand exactly how I felt and Antonia was right, I performed my best yesterday. Even Malcolm and Justin picked up my "emo"ness. Well Justin noticed BEFORE I cried and Malcolm gave me a hug after that. thanks.
as i told Justin last night while we were both crying (so silly right?) I never knew that this would be how I felt the day we started our practices.
HAIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On the lighter note, people loved our performances. Adrian Ng from CKK came to see us on BOTH days and brought Anil along. :D :D I'm so glad for that i hugged him 5 times! hahahahaha. ^^ maybe I might join the caroling thing. why not right?
thanks to Jess, Po Lin, Kishya, Mitchelle, Anusha, Rachel and well whoever who came yesterday. It was great having you there!
now... let me go back to being sad again.
hmm.. not really.
I'm going to miss then A WHOLE BIG LOT. Its going back to normal now. Its all ... over. :( Last night was amazing though. I'd like to thank Antonia for letting me cry my eyes out. Why? It was Melanie's death anniversary on Saturday and I remembered yesterday. Gosh what a GOOD friend I am! It was nice to have someone understand exactly how I felt and Antonia was right, I performed my best yesterday. Even Malcolm and Justin picked up my "emo"ness. Well Justin noticed BEFORE I cried and Malcolm gave me a hug after that. thanks.
as i told Justin last night while we were both crying (so silly right?) I never knew that this would be how I felt the day we started our practices.
HAIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On the lighter note, people loved our performances. Adrian Ng from CKK came to see us on BOTH days and brought Anil along. :D :D I'm so glad for that i hugged him 5 times! hahahahaha. ^^ maybe I might join the caroling thing. why not right?
thanks to Jess, Po Lin, Kishya, Mitchelle, Anusha, Rachel and well whoever who came yesterday. It was great having you there!
now... let me go back to being sad again.
our love lingers at 12:40:00 PM
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