Saturday, January 10
enough
enough of everything
enough of the anger
enough of the pain
enough of the annoyance i always feel
enough of the irritation
enough of the hurt
enough of the pretense of being something else
yes, I pretend to be that
yes, I should be more
yes, it should stop
please, i beg you
enough
this is just too much for me
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I feel like screaming out loud. I thought I did something right. But right now it turned out all wrong. Why? Why did I think it was ALRIGHT to pretend that I was doing a good deed? Why was I acting all 'superior'? I'm nothing. He's the talented one and I, well, I'm the one who jsut thinks she's right half the time.
and today. a major ego booster that was. I hate the way I feel. I hate the way I must have things going my way. Drama, drama, drama. I'm no go getter really. Or maybe I try to act like I'm nto because I know how much go getters annoy everyone.
oh stuff it. I feel like a complete ****
and today. a major ego booster that was. I hate the way I feel. I hate the way I must have things going my way. Drama, drama, drama. I'm no go getter really. Or maybe I try to act like I'm nto because I know how much go getters annoy everyone.
oh stuff it. I feel like a complete ****
our love lingers at 2:13:00 PM
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