Sunday, June 7

i miss talking to u grace, some how i really do. hope ill get in contact with u soon.

Oh dear.

Maybe I'm reading too much into that sentence but I ache to read it. Silly right? But tears did threaten to well up in my eyes. I'm over reacting right? Yeah, I probably am.
Its not that I don't want to. Its not that I don't consider you my friend but I'm afraid we don't have anything to talk about, you know. With you somewhere else there's a gap there. We don't talk about the same things anymore because what we had in common is hardly there. We talk whenever you come back but apart from that we don't communicate because we can't. I don't blame you for it, those are the circumstances. Each time we do talk, I hurt because I miss you. Remember how you call at midnight to make sure you have my full attention? I'd be half asleep when you'd say something stupid to wake me up. Now, I hate how it is. We've been so close since Form 1, you're my closest guy friend but now I'm scared of losing you. Are you?

I miss you too. I do. I remember how we act tough around other people but break down when its just us. I get to be me with you and I hope its the same with you. You're a great friend, I don't deny it. But I'm scared to pick up the phone because I don't want to have an awkward moment. I don't want to lose what we have, well.. had.

our love lingers at 8:45:00 PM
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